bad bad internet. bad bad girl.

It has been a long while since I updated... many many small things have added up to an general internet absense. My internet connection suuucks and can be extremely frustrating, but I am about to move to a bigger city for a job and with a bigger city comes a larger selection of women :) This is all very recent news and finding a place to live in another city is quite time consuming!

Anyways........

I have found that there are many ups and downs with trying to arrange playdates with women. I have had a hard time finding a woman to play with here in my city.... The pool is a bit small and women being the emotional creatures we are, need to be in the right frame of mind for an intimate encounter. While I understand this and too need to feel a connection with an intimte partner, this can also be very frustrating, especially when I am in the mood for some naked girl fun and I can't call up anyone because we haven't gotten to know each other yet... gah!!

On a good note, I recently met a cute "boi" type lesbian and we hit it off. I usually prefer feminine looking women, and admitted this to her, but we seem to have a lot in common and she is really cute! We met earlier this week and will likely get together after this weekend as we are both busy until then. I cannot wait to lick her pussy.... Her tits will be a huge surprise, and I will gladly grab onto them whatever they look like, because she wears baggy-ish clothes that cover her breasts. hehe... The anticipation and mystery is kinda fun.
I have a feeling she will be incredibly great at licking myyyy pussy. She told me a story about going to a 'private club' in Calgary where the downstairs is a place to mingle, and the upstairs is for fucking. And I mean, fucking..... in front of everyone. She told me that her and another girl made out and she performed oral on her in front of a room full of people! That is so hot! She also said that a female from the room THANKED her for the hot makeout session and oral because she came hard from watching. Wow! Yes, like I said, I think this supposed-boi type will give me a sensational pussy lick.

Sleep Tight!

I kid you not... I cannot sleep... Fantasising...

Ok, wow. I am having trouble sleeping.
All I can think about are girls.... :S

I am just so shocked by the realization and ability to admit my new-found desire for women... I think it's safe to say that I have always fantasised about women in one way or another. As a kid I remember noticing breasts and being curiously attracted to them. I spent many years up until now noticing attractive women, appreciating their beauty and curious about other female bodies other than my own. At this point however, I am craaaaving to touch a female body. I want to put my hand through a girl's hair, kiss her softly on her neck, then kiss her passionately on the lips as I gently but firmly caress her luscious breasts. mmmm.

Since I accepted my attraction for women I have not been able to stop staring at them... I saw a cute blonde girl downtown today and I am normally not attracted to blondes. She had a gorgeous smile and a Marilyn-Monroe piercing. She wore tight jeans and a white ruffle top allowing a generous amount of cleavage to show =) I wanted to hold up my hand and stop her from walking, grab her by her hips and bring her closely into me. I wanted to rip off her shirt and her bra and start sucking on her nipples in the middle of the street! I wanted to lay her down gently and softly lick her clit. This urge is sooo incredible... it's consuming me!!!

This photo makes me warm... and wet. (hehe)

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Ariel Spinner

Ariel Spinner just turned 18 and shows all on her first site. This cute teen loves to masturbate for the camera in both videos and photos! See Stacy live on webcam every week too. This teen is horny!