Date Opportunities

As it turns out, I have two possible first meetings/dates tonight... The girl that bailed on me last Saturday has txt me all week about wanting to meet up tonight when she goes out with her friends... that seems awkward to me. As you recall, this is the girl I think is a closet lesbian deep down. Anyways, today she said she is just going out with one friend and really really wishes to meet me tonight... I'm not really into doing that so I think I shall say no.....

My second meet and greet date option for tonight is with a 40something year old whom had a 10 year relationship with a woman but now is with a man and sees women on the side. My boyfriend and I nicknamed her "Wildcat" - haha!!! I met her on Plenty of Fish and she is not into lengthy txting/communications which is FINE by me! I am actually annoyed at how I am still politely txting the closet-lesbian and barely got a response out of her when I "sext" her :S Anyways, this Wildcat lady seems to have experience with women, but she is a chain smoker, and that is certainly not sexy to me.... hmmm.....

So, I am not sure what to do this evening. I would like this awkward initial first meeting stuff to be gone!

So I have one small question: Is it soooo hard to find a pretty female that wants nothing more than to have a fun time with me, maybe get dressed up and go drinking & dancing, maybe make out on the dance floor and feel up each other's boobs if we feel like it, and either go home and fuck each other with our hands or toys, or call it a fun evening and go home to our boyfriends, fuck them like bunnies and then get together again whenever the hell we feel like hanging out, playing with each other and caressing each others sexy bodies?!!?!?  Because THAT is what I ideally want!!!!!! (A female fuck buddy, essentially. tee hehehe, that sounds sooo naughty!)

You can imagine I am a bit frustrated with my search...
I now have 2 accounts, 1 on Plenty of Fish and 1 on OkCupid and am actively searching for a sexy female playmate! Daaamn, I want a girl-toy sooooo badly..... So, as per usual, I am adding a photos, rather, animated gif's, just cuz I am horny and fucking looooove watching tits bounce and jiggle...

Katy Perry.... I seriously looooove her tits.

This girl is soooo cute and suuuuper sexy!

Super naughty too ;)

Mmm, this one makes me feeeeel good to watch...

Talk later!

Court. xxoo

I have a girl date tonight!

Hello blogworld!
I have a girl date tonight! hehehe! We are going to meet at a pub to get to know each other. This will be my second female date :)

This "let-me-feel-you-out-and-see-if-I-like-you-and-if-I-do,-then-I-will-actually-feel-you" stuff might be a pattern in female dating/female-pleasure seeking as I did this the first time I met a girl with the intention of eventual sexy fun. The girl tonight is my age and has a boyfriend, just like me. She has never been with a girl, and also wants to simply meet tonight to see if we click. We have been txting each other on and off for a couple days and I know she is nervous about tonight. She has not told her boyfriend about it as it might make him feel inferior.

I get the feeling she is a closet lesbian and has no idea.I actually think it will only take a little bit of pleasure from a female for her to realise this. Through our txting she told me that she may only want to go down on me vs me go down on her and I think she may just simply be insecure with who she is deep down... like I said, I have a hunch she will eventually realize she is a lesbian. Who knows though? I only recently admitted and accepted my love/lust/desire for women.. and their bodies. hehe

Anyways, I got a brazillian today and my vagina looks sweeeet again, hehehehe... I was hoping to get some pussy action tonight, but I can wait I suppose :P


These next photos are in honour of the thoughts I have going through my head whenever I see my brazillian waxer... goddamn she is hot! Cute face, blonde hair with a little brown, small nose ring, huge boobs that pop out of her shirt.... I liked the top she had on last time I got waxed a lot more because they exposed her tits more.. she has nice cleavage. hehe. but today was a nice view too :)


I must also admit, I really liked when the waxer touched my vagina's lips while getting the wax off with some oil...

mmm....

Wish me luck tonight cuz I wanna lick some pussy reeeeeeeeal soon!
xxoo.

Looking for another Female Playmate!

It must be Spring! I feel like a bunny, hehhehehe.. All I wanna do is fuck! I am Seeking my second female playmate!


I re-logged onto Plenty of Fish and have started txting a girl and have made plans to meet her for drinks on Saturday night. It's essential for females to feel a connection and click, lol, so drinks it is! She has never been with a girl before  but wants to try. She has a boyfriend just like me however she has not told her boyfriend what she's up to! I am not completely comfortable with being the "other" girl but then again, maybe this will make her want to admit the truth. I see how lucky am to have the support of my BF. It's hard to admit these feelings without feel of judgement and I get that.

The ultimate pleasure is what I am currently experiencing.... a healthy relationship where I am free to seek out my sexual fantasies and my boyfriend in turn gets extremely turned on... which then turns me on again.. a full circle of horny happiness :)

Anyways, I am so horny, hehe. I guess I didn't masturbate enough earlier. I have been pre-occupied by figuring out this blogging stuff and of course, looking up naked photos.

This pic is BEYOND HOT! Just looook at those large titties get sprayed... so wet... soooo hot. hehe.

Oh god... Must... 

go...... masturbate............. 

or find boyfriend........ 

I must cum! now!...

First Entry - My Confession

Heeey, so I am starting this blog because I recently had my first girl-on-girl experience, and I LOVED it, and I want to try it again.....

I have come to the realization that I like girls -- really really like them... I love seeing cute girls and their boobs of course.. hehe. I love hearing girls laugh and giggle cuz I like to giggle too! And seriously, who can deny the beauty and sex appeal of a nice pair of tits?? :P

So, you see, I have realized this, and you must know that I am in, or was in what I thought was a completely heterosexual relationship. I am so completely in love with my boyfriend, so mad about him! Our sex is amaaazing. I shall embellish on what I mean further in another posting...
But has been through our incredible relationship, full of understanding and acceptance, that I have been able to recognize and succumb to my undenying attraction to women. Thus, about two months ago I started up a Plenty of Fish account to find a female friend. I found one and will write about my first experience soon. :)

My boyfriend fully supports me in wanting to "play" with other girls! I am so lucky!!! We both are I suppose!

The following photos are of girls that I find to be absolutely hot and delicious!!! 

I dare anyone -guy or girl- to look at these photos and NOT get turned on!!!

 Rose Berenger -- Fucking Hot!!! Seriously, I want to grab her tits. Lick them, suck them... She looks like an innocent girl next door type. Yet sooo naughty. I want to touch those breasts so badly. mmmm :P